Renee Hilloway
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September 24th, 2008
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| I'm so tired of feeling like this. I can't have a good day anymore, it's so shitty. I'm so sick of it. I can't do this. I don't even feel like I belong anywhere anymore. I don't know why, it's not like I've made myself like this. That would have been just downright dumb. Someone needs to help me fix this. [[Because I've been a lamer and not posting, this is Renee having some kind of breakdown. Maybe it's a sideaffect to the pills??]] | ||||
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September 12th, 2008
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September 4th, 2008
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| Oi, riddle me this; Why the bleeding fuck am I even here? | ||||
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August 2nd, 2008
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| Well, its a marvelous night for a moondance With the stars up above in your eyes A fantabulous night to make romance neath the cover of October skies And all the leaves on the trees are falling To the sound of the breezes that blow And I'm trying to please to the calling Of your heart-strings that play soft and low And all the nights magic seems to whisper and hush And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush. . . Can I just have one more moondance with YOU my love. . . Can I just MAKE some more ROMANCE with you my love. . . --- I'm auditioning for college to this song and none of you can stop me! Ha! --- Edit: Okay. ONE person can stop me. | ||||||
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July 20th, 2008
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| I have some good news and some bad news, for those that follow the Life and Boring Times of Renee. Bad news: Still not sure on the GF front, but I'm working on it. Good news: I got invited to a party by some of the lads down the street. It was some party, I'll tell you that. I haven't had that much fun in a long, long, long time. Men, women, orgies. I'm a little sad you all missed it, though equally I think it would be awkward going to class after that. | ||||
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July 7th, 2008
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| Ahh. Football is not all that great of a bleedin' game, I'll tell you that. But you're pretty ballsed up in the head if you don't see the lines of men running across a field in shorty shorts. Hehe. I think I'll challenge myself this year in class. I'm going to take advanced courses and study harder than I ever have! | ||||
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June 25th, 2008
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| Mark and Chelsea's dance tonight almost moved me to tears. I felt a little sad at the end of their dance. There was so much emotion, you could cut it with a steak knife. Chelsea's face. AH. Amazing. So much passion. And Mark. Jesus Christ he's good. This is why I like my hip-hop people. Sucks I won't be able to do it again for like, a year. Ah well. . .back to signing off on the syblibi from class. . . | ||||
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June 12th, 2008
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| *the sound of something breaking in the background and an angry groan* This's so bolloxed up! Am I 'ny use 'ny more? Nah. Nev'r could I do 'ny thin'! I'm such a eejit! God bleedin' damn it! Ugn. . . Don' talk ta me if ya don' want yar face bit. Friggen. . .Cocksucking monger. *something else breaks in the background and the devices cuts out after a shout* [[NOTE: Because Jayden is meanie mean, Renee has broken her leg. Which is why she hasn't posted anything in the past few days. Hasn't been around. Ta!]] | ||||||
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June 1st, 2008
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| I must have spring boards in my feet. I get so much air in these jumps that we're going to need a higher ceiling soon. I've familiarized myself with two of five dances. Yay for me. | ||||
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May 30th, 2008
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| All of these private journal entries are making me sick. I'm nosy and want to know what the bleedin' hell is happening with people. I'm going to start a trend of not posting private things, and if it's embarrassing or TMI I just won't put it. How's that? Also. I've made up my mind. [Tony, I'm sorry for putting you in such an awkward position that could have been avoided if I wasn't dumb.] ELLA. I need to talk to you in person. It's very important! ♥ | ||||
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May 27th, 2008
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| I. Am. Dying. There's no real explanation to this. Just. . . TV totally isn't doing it for me anymore. Reruns suck, and not even in a good way. Bloody friggen pile shit. Angst. Angst. Angst. I'm going to go dance my ass off. I need to lose weight or something. Maybe just until I can't feel my legs. | ||||
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May 23rd, 2008
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| The panel must think I have a partner or dance coach. They want me to start getting to know some of the dances that'll be going into the routine. I was sent an E-Mail of two of our choreographers doing the tango, the mambo, and the samba. I don't have a coach. And, Tom, I'd love to ask for your help, but I'd hate to draw you away from your work. I suppose I'll just have to imagine it. Ha. I don't know about you, but I think it's a bit difficult to learn a good classical tango via imagination. Though, I'm looking forward to this entertaining piece. Oh boy.</s> (Starts 5:45) Free style is my personal best. Ugh. I'm going to die this summer. If I don't come back, you'll know why. | ||||
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May 19th, 2008
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| O. M. G. OMG. I'M IN. I'M IN THE DANCE TROUPE!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH | ||||
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May 9th, 2008
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| Who: Ella, Renee When: Friday, May 9, 9PM Where: Renee's dorm What: Ella and Renee visit Rating: . . .TBD ( I wanna roll with you by my side. . . ) | ||||
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May 2nd, 2008
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| I think, without knowing it, I've been smoking something. I had the most ridiculous dream last night ever. Without a DOUBT. There's nothing really to say about it other than it is, what you'll all consider crack. Tom, Kael. . .for your own mental safety, I wouldn't keep reading. But, if you like to hurt yourselves by all means go ahead. Then you can agree that I'm on something. I bet it was Tony. He must have slid something into my drink the night of the dance. It's just. . .only now affective. Time release. So I wouldn't know. ( Ooooooh, shrooooooms. . . ) | ||||
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April 22nd, 2008
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| Ow. | ||||
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April 21st, 2008
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| Today was a loooong day. I'm so glad it's done and all I have left to do for homework is read a few pages. Yoga felt so good last period. I might actually go out and do some in the sun in a bit, while it's still nice out. You're welcome to join me if you like! I'll have music and can give instructions if you've never done it before. But all you do is follow me. I won't do anything hard. I want to hear back from the dance troupe so bad. Soon, I know. Soon. But it's agonizing to wait. | ||||
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April 18th, 2008
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| I should feel bad, but I don't. I don't feel guilty, and honestly I feel relieved. I'm also not going to bother or talk to either of them again. It's for the best, I think. Don't ask who it is, you'll figure it out soon enough, and this is the last I want to talk about it. Tony came over the other day. We picked out my dress! But, shh, it's a secret until the night of the dance. I hope to see you all there. <3333 | ||||
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April 17th, 2008
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| Oh, Riley! I have something of yours that Ella found in her room. Meet me in the dance room after classes? I have practice within the half an hour, so it'll have to be quick. | ||||
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April 2nd, 2008
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| Ohh boy. Don't I loves me some pool time. Tom-tom, Kael, and Ella-Ella-Ella-Ella. We should toooootally go swimmin' some time. 'ight? 'Ight. Is all good. | ||||
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Renee Hilloway
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